knock knock

i totally lost my way here and blogger sucks-.-
messy messsy, its not right to do this, not right to do that.
i wish you were here, but it aint even right to wish so-.-

so dumb to think of getting dessert, you can get it from a nicer place
so irritated, dk why
so near yet so far
so much error
so much fault
so confuse
so disappointed, we didnt talk then
so much for being human

it sucks now.
idk how to move to the next step/:

i am done.

i deleted you all away(:
all the way!
hehe.

prefer B.K.

i have been thinking.
but
glad you found happy.

it could/would....

i would have been saying
happy 16th...

my sixth sense is acting...
the other side is not right
anyhow, be well.

humans

i almost lost my way here
have i forgotten
i dont think so
if not i wont be here at all
like i told someone close
no matter how far you are; you will still remember and think of the person you (ever) love

honestly

how to mind read with only my own mind?

saga/text/call

its me or its you?
so confusing

i finally met bop last friday(:
though its for work
we went there together
hehe
kinda coincidental that i decided to transfer money there
and you ask me to go with you
(:(:(:
its was really warm
and i was tying my hair
bop tap on my shoulder and pass me something seemingly dirty
ITS SAGA SEED!!!
okay, idk what you mean
but i am happy(:
hehe
still kept it nicely now(:

hmmm, so are you fooling me or fooling you?
you ask do those things; and making it known by me
eh, why?
dont want me to stay on?
or you just want to keep things going but dk how?

i am so numb by these
even when deb thought it was hurtful
i feel nothing
i should feel sad
but idk how to feel sad
or should i say i dont find a need to
cause i still think you care and think of me

thankyou, dumbo!